Friday, September 26, 2008

Why is that??

So why is it that when we are insanely busy, we decide that we want to do the impossible and do things we don't have time for in a regular day. For example, its very late at night and you have a paper to write that is due tomorrow morning. Do you work on the paper so it can be finished earlier? No. Instead, you download music on the internet, look at pictures, read old journal entries, call friends and write blogs.
I have an absolutely absurd schedule. Literally every second of my day is mapped out, yet I find myself wanting to try things that I have absolutely no time for. Its frustrating because usually they are things that I previously had no desire to do when I actually did have time to do them. The worst part is that those great things that I would like to make time for, but can't, are the things I say no to and then I end up not doing what i planned to do in the first place. Like turning someone down to do something fun because you have a project due tomorrow and then once you get home, you don't even work on the project and you realize that you should have just gone instead of doing all these other pointless things like look at pictures and download music. I wish I could just decide what to do with my time and make the absolute best use of it, including doing fun things that shouldn't be missed.

2 comments:

Britton said...

Story time! Yay!

Alrighty. So just a minute ago I was thinking "I should be in bed." Instead, though, I checked facebook. Your name happened to be on the news feed for status updates.

Usually, that wouldn't be a big deal. I mean you are pretty neat, but on a scale from 1 to super good friend I'd have to say we're on whichever notch represents "say hi to if you see on campus." BUT this last week I went to the choir showcase, so when I saw your name I wondered if you were still in choir and if I had watched you sing without thinking about it.

Therefore, I looked at your info to try to find out. And I didn't find out. But, I saw you had a blog. And I have a blog! Blogs are neat. Blog blog blog. Fun to say.

Then I read your most recent blog post and felt really ironic. End of story. Thank you for your insight. Now I'm finally going to bed :)

Brittnee Ann said...

Hey so I guess you won't be getting this for a while since I see you way busy with your life...you'll have to let me know when you do at work when you see me ;) Sounds like you have a pretty hectic life. Can I just say I'm glad to be done with school. And yet I'm not doing anything about it yet, thus you see me working where we both work. lol.

Brittnee (works in the reading room)
I finally decided to look you up after you told me about it forever ago.